11/14/25: The Day I Created This Blog

For months, I have been posting updates regarding my self-improvement journey to Facebook and sending email updates about it to my closest friends. The entire time I should have been posting those writings to a blog, one of many blogs I should have given how much I write ever single day, but I did not believe in myself enough to do so. Christ allowed me to believe in myself, finally, but it is only through a "sense of belonging" that I can unleash my full potential. However, it dawned on me that, as an extrovert and someone with dozens of interests, I need at least three different social circles. The second one will be fellow nerds, who I will meet at various tabletop gaming events as well as comiccon-type events, with whom I can discuss old school comic books, modern manga, anime, Dungeons & Dragons, Critical Role, old sci-fi films, and all that good stuff. I met one Christian nerd, but I kinda messed up my first impression since I had been isolating myself for so long. However, he was the first person I really talked to for an extened period of time, and I have since gotten the rust off my social skills and I'm quickly getting back to being filled with confidence, being the life of the party, and being charming and able to "manage people" when they are being irrational due to their various insecurities. 

My third social circle will be fellow "academic nerds" who love reading a wide variety of non-fiction books and enjoy writing non-fiction books. Interviewing the authors of the books I read will really motivate me to read more books, especially new ones that are trending online and where the author is looking to go on as many podcasts as possible via Zoom, from the comfort of his home, to promote his book at no cost to him. It is quite easy to get authors of books to come onto your podcast. I am definitely interviewing the author of The Next Evolution of Marketing: Marketing with Meaning, my favorite book on marketing... Bob Gilbreath. Yes. Highly underrated book! It sparked so many great ideas in my mind! 

Regardless, I suppose I will post today's email in a separate post. Yes. Should I pin this one? I don't know. Let's just revise and publish 5 emails as blog posts every day until I get them all. Something like that, anyway. I feel like I should be doing more urgent and important things, but I really do need to get in the habit of starting my day with my self-improvement blog and working on my life planner instead of watching TV. I should have gotten up earlier. Whatever. This blog gives me motivation. I need more motivation, more energy, and more things to look forward to, like getting my business cards in a week so that I can start promoting all my stuff and really start networking with people, interviewing people IRL for the podcast, and so on. Perhaps I'll interview Pastor Chris. I definitely want to interview my 95-year-old grandmother while she still has no cognitive issues whatsoever. I want to ask her about her Mom, her childhood, and any words of wisdom or common sense advice she would like to give to every young person alive today. 

Umm... it is 9:17AM. I have no revised my planner for the day. I need to to go to the library, then go to my interview for Starbucks. I need to get on top of shit. Let's make sure we're ready to leave for the Starbucks, see how long... 22 minutes. I have to leave at 10:30AM. It is 9:18AM. That gives me one hour. Ugh. What should I do? I suppose I'll work on my planner. Goddamnit. I should have gotten up way earlier. I only got 4 hours of sleep last night. I have no idea why. The night before last night, I only slept 4 hours because I forgot to put a sleep timer on my podcast I was listening to... so I woke up becaues the podcast was still playing and anything besides white noise, like an air conditioner, wakes me up. A pen dropping on the floor can wake me up. So I have to be very careful. 

I am really worried about getting enough sleep in Alabama. In NJ, whenever I encountered sleep issues, I would take Delta 8 edible gummies, and they were perfect for ensuring I got 8 hours of sleep. Alabama is supposed to legalize medical marijuana but their dragging their feet for Big Pharma, obviously. I need to get a medical marijuana card so I can use weed gummies for sleep again when I need it. Otherwise, sleep deprivation will wreck my life. Fuck. Why does my life always have to be so complicated? Why do I have to have so many complex health problems? Why do I have to point out to people that we can cure heart disease, today? No one else wants to talk about the fact we were able to reverse heart disease with AUTOLOGOUS stem cells, which are stem cells from your own fat or bone marrow rather than from a fetus. We never needed fetuses to study stem cells. We can get stem cells from our own body, then they can make them replicate in a lab, then they shoot your replicated stem cells into you injured knee, for example, and it radically improves healing time from any sort of surgery. All professional athletes do it. Every orthopedeic doctor should be offering autologus stem cell therapy with any hip or knee surgery, and we should also be using autologus stem cell therapy to reverse heart disease for every heart disease patient. However, big pharma hates anything that could cost it billions of dollars in revenue, like the cure to heart disease. 

But I need to go to the University of Alabama medical school, and do an non-political, nonpartisan Change My Mind-style event: "We Have the Cure to Heart Disease: Change My Mind." That is apolitical but still a highly contentious issue to discuss... so it will go viral! If done correcly, that is. So yeah, I hope to catalyze a global paradigm shift in education and to work towards making the cure to heart disease available to everyone! I will run for United States Congressmen and then Governor of Alabama one day. If I am not assassinated beforehand for questioning the United States government's ability to centrally plan our next generation's education and thus how their entire worldview. Of course, I might learn from a medical school professor that they tried replicating that study, but they were unable to, and if so, why it failed to replicate the same results. However, I would still be suspicious since Big Pharma spends a lot of money to bend scientific studies and to bend popular opinion on anything that could reduce their yearly revenue by several billions of dollars. At the same time, it would allow millions of older people to back to work, get people out of hospitals and back home, save the United States billions of dollars on healthcare costs, and improve the economy by leaps and bounds due to the decrease in dependants and the increase number of competent, experienced employees. I should ask some AI programs what experts believe the ramifications for a cure for heart disease would be. Well, later, it is 9:35AM and I need to get ready for my job interview at 11AM. 

Then I need to go to the library and really get some shit done. And yeah, now that I'm going to show the world how dedicated I am to my self-improvement, and to writing, and to MEGA, my life will become 1000 times more exciting! But ugh... this lack of sleep is gonna kill me later. I got tired out by 2PM yesterday cuz I only slept 3-4 hours, then I only slept 3-4 hours last night. Ugh. FML. I need to figure out how to ensur I get enough sleep tonight. Fuck my life. I am still a sinner. Jesus Christ, forgive me my sins, but yeah, I am still me, and I am still going to be authentic with my feelings and thoughts. I will strive to actually become a more virtuous person, rather than "faking it till you make it," which could work for some people, but I prefer just being myself whenver I can. I don't want to act fake. If I curse, I curse. I shouldn't. But I doubt God is really that upset about it; I think he's more concerned with my ability to get my life together and properly defend Christiandom and the United States of America.